Tough

Tough.

Not that word used when you want something but can't have it and your parents are unsympathetic.

Tough.

What happens when life kicks your ass and leaves you for dead on the side of the road. But you refuse to die. You push on and keep going through the hurts. Broken hearts. Tough decisions. Lost faith. You still stand through the pain.

Tough.

It's hard on the outside but soft and gooey on the inside. Even when you take deep gashes. Like when that bitch keyed your car. Cut it right down into the metal. You can buff it but that only takes the edge off. You can fill it in and paint over it. But it's still there and so are you.

Tough is standing tall and strong even when you are laughed at. Tough is being kind to someone in need, even when that someone is your enemy. Tough is choosing to be the better person. Tough is admitting you're wrong and saying sorry. Tough is living life THROUGH the hardships and pains instead of AROUND them.

Tough.

Old Times

Every time I hear older songs my mind goes back to good times when I listened to those songs. I never realized then that those memories would one day be so very precious. I find these memories playing in my mind like old movies. And my heart hurts. I hurt for the joys of my friends. The ones that are six hours away. The ones I can never go see because I don't have the money to drive out there to see them. I love them so much and they mean so much and I miss them so much! I feel so lonely here. *sighs and lifts a glass of vodka* To old times!

Pleasure Thyself

When I really want to pleasure myself it's a private moment that I seek. While masturbation can be done with a partner, and is very enjoyable when done that way, I get the most pleasure from masturbation when it's MY moment. The fact that it's all about me and nobody else is very possibly one of the reasons it's so much more pleasurable. And while toys are really really REALLY nice, my hands always out-work them. Also, though I like visual stimulation as well as the next girl, the best porn flicks are always the ones that my mind creates. This is my pleasure moment. And sometimes it only lasts a few minutes. Long enough to climax and then relax.

Pleasure thyself! I've heard of girls being embarrassed by masturbation and even abstaining from it because they think it's wrong. But here's the thing. It's nothing embarrassing and it's GOOD for you. It's your own special moment where you get to know your body. The more you know your body, the more you'll love it. And the more you love it, the happier you will be. It's also a great stress reliever. AND it feels good. And the best part about this amazing awesome pleasure, it's all about you!

So, pleasure thyself! There is nothing wrong about it.