Wednesday, January 19, 2011

A time to hope.

This last year has been hard for me. The eminent threat of the loss of my children for no good reason haunts my every waking minute. But the looming threat of imprisonment for my boyfriend has kept me driven to work harder and harder to keep everything in my life afloat. I've always believed that if you put your mind to it you can accomplish anything.

With the dawning of this new year I managed to defeat the threat to my boyfriend's freedom but seem no closer to saving my children. My days blur together; work, home; work, home; work, home. . . Everyday the same routine. I try very hard to keep a smile on my face and hope in my heart. As this new year progresses I try to implant the idea that this is going to be a good year deep into my head so that I do not loose heart. While I'm still surrounded by the darkness of this world there is light ever reminding me that there will always be hope.