Beautiful Idol

I look up at you, my heart races.
You are the most amazing creature.
Too wonderful for the mortal world.

I worship you like a God.
You tower over me and engulf me in your presence.
Overpowering my sences with all that you are.

I am yours, completely forever.

In Control

Swallow. Deep breathes. I am ok. No one can get to me unless I let them. No one can make me react to these illogical emotions. I am in control of my mind. I will not let it turn to irrationality. I will not let fear consume me. Every time I feel that heavy warmth in the pit of my stomach I push it down with all of my might. I will not let it win. I can control these animal instincts. Too proud to limp away and lick my wounds like an injured puppy. I am the master of my fate and to let these dark feelings take me would be giving up the keys of my life.

The Breaking

A fracture, thin and delicate.
Pressure, solid hit.
Gasping for breath.
My heart racing faster and faster.
A raging fire; rushing, blazing.


I can't let it consume me!
I must not let it win!
I am strong.
Stronger than it!
Fighting to hold control of my mind.
Pushing myself back to logic.


Initial landslide.
Shocking pain.
A snapping feeling.
Icey cold fingers grabbing my heart.
Clawing, tearing, ripping me apart.


I am stronger than this.
I've been here before.
I can win out over this challenge!
Of this, I am sure.